Dedicated Especially For Kenneth Tugang

I've read this poem in this one site and it is meaningful for me. so, i want to give this special poem just for my beloved friend, Kenneth.

Goodbye My Dearest Friend by Leilani Hermosa Petersen

The hardest part of any friendship is when it is time to say goodbye,
And even though i wish i could make u stay,
I know i gotta let u spread ur wings and fly.

For life is a journey that needs to be travelled
And I am certain you'd make it through,
I just want u to know and never forget
That i will surely miss u.

So follow ur heart and never give up,
As dreams and wishes do come true,
For I know that someday we'll meet again,
So, never forget i will be praying for u.


Ken, i know him for 5 years. erm, 3 years for Diploma and 2 years for Degree. He is my classmates since Diploma Masscomm at Uitm Arau. But i started close with him when we continue study in Degree Masscomm major in Public Relations and the same time he still be my classmates. Besides, in these 2 years in PR, he is my groupmate too. At first i thought mcm dier ni takleh masuk jd satu kepala la kan with me masa group dgn Ken ni..once, we work and be in one team i'll started knew and noticed that he is nice man, gentlemen, hot, cute, baik hati, fresh, fleksibel, kenyal, bergetah (tiru words Kak Dilla.hihihi). tapi sapa nak kwn dgn ken kena tahan skit lah mulut dier..ckp main lepas,laser skit la..hihi.

We spend a lot of time together and also with other our team member(Kak Dilla, Kak Azie and Cik B) which we called group DELIMA. Why we called it as DELIMA because our group member have 5 people.Cik B yang bagi nama grup kami..erm, kami ni kan byk sgt sessi perjumpaan di antara kami..meetingla ..grup discussion la.kalah grup2 yang lain dlm kelas..dorg pon jarang jumpa slalu nak diskas psl assignment sgt mcm kiteorgni..but mostly we all ni byk commercial break lah kan biler berjumpa..gossip dulu, menyanyi dulu, bertekak dulu then baru start buat keja kan..tu yg slalu kena hentam dgn Dr Kiran..grup yng paling lembap la..grup tido la...mcm2 kan kiter kena but DELIMA maintain unite and strong..

After kelas jerr mesti we will have lunch together...tapi sumtime ader sorang nak mkn sec 7 la...ader yg nak sec 2 la..ader nak mkn dalam uitm je lah..yg besh about us walau berlainan pendapat or slisih paham after that kami akan bagi kata sepakat sama then we will be ok back.kami jugak mempunyai aktiviti minat yg sama iaitu KARAOKE and JALAN-JALAN.melalak tu takyah ckp la..pantang tgk mikrofon..yg takleh menolak biler ajak p nyanyi of course la kak azi n kak dilla...excited sungguh biler ajak p karaoke..si ken lak sker kaco kami biler nyanyi dgn buat sorang sumbang dier...fun sgt and honestly to said that i really enjoy with them each and every moment walaupun mcm2 ragam n kerenah nak melayan my beloved delima ni.dgn tu semua la yg buat kami jd more closer.

Percutian kami berlima ke Melaka masa ujung2 semester terakhir kami even though we spend there only 1 nite but it really memorable and meaningful for me.after this it is hard for us nak berkumpul dan berjumpa bersama mcm 2thn nie.masing2 dah ader kehidupan sendiri..sibuk dgn career then pas kawin lagi lah susah mau ketemu lagi yerr.tambahan pulak si Kenneth akan pulang ke kampung halamannya, Miri Sarawak esok on 16 Dec 08..at least my friends lain still near with me and kira senang la nak jumpa..just text a msg/call set a date n venue ajak nak jumpa..tapi KENNETH?wuarghhhh, jauh....tataw cmner nak ckp perasaan sayu, sebak, pilu and terlampau sedih teramat-amat sgt di ats pemergian ken..huhu.eh, pemergian lak?tu mcm sesuai utk org dah mati kan...hehehe.just kiddin yah.kami dah paksa dier suwuh keja kat sini jerr tapi apakan daya parent dier nak dier keja kat sana.we have to accept it even though is hard.

I akan merindui gelak tawa u, rindu u gaduh dgn Kak Dila n rindu tgk u sentap dgn kak dilla la especially ;) , rindu u sakat/usik i n yg lain, rindu u buat lawak, rindu u amik gambar2 muka i n yg lain biler time buruk n huduh..i pon taw u akan rindu gelak i yang kuat and lawak i ni kan..;) after ni susahla anak-anak (kak azi as anak sulong, cik b anak tgh n i as anak bongsu yg sker tido jerr) nak menyakat n usik u as bapak n kak dila as mak..but u slalu tak ngaku as bapak kan..owh nk lepaskan tjwb u..hihihi.i akan ingat yg u slalu kata, "tak buleh la sumbang mahramla. mana leh anak bercinta dgn mak...".hahahahaha.ntahla, napa la kiter terpaksa berpisah kan..but i try to be strong n terima nyer..tapi Ken janji dgn i k keep in touch always..jgn sesekali lupa i and kenangan terindah kiter bersama..cewah, jiwang lak..ahaks.actually, there are so many i want to write about u and our memories masa belajar ni tapi tu lah kan sampai sok pun tak abis i rasa..hihi.

Ken, thank u so much for being such a good friend. i really appreciate this wonderful friendships that we have and i hope this friendships will remain till the end of our life. I'm sorry if sepanjang kiter berkawan ni ader kata-kata i ker, tingkah laku i ke yang menyinggung perasaan u ok. Aper-aper pun u r the best as a friend.It's hard to get a friends like u.huhuhu.:(

I'll promise i will never forget u.u will always be in my mind n my heart.walaupon i glamour satu hari nnt i ttp akan ingat u taw..;) Ken, wishing u all da best in wateva u do ok.hope u achieve what u want ok.lagi satu kawin jgn lupa jemput..bgtaw awal then i amik cuti p sana nnt.if i kawin, i jemput u tapi wajib dtg taw walaupon buat kat Kedah.hihihi.take care always, my dear.like kak dilla always said I Sayang U:) I'M GONNA MISS U DAMN SO MUCH, KEN!!!!FRIENDS FOREVER!!!Lagi satu bapaknyer sentot yah, pesanan penaja nie i nak ckp, see u in HELL!!hehehehe ;p